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Written by Bridget Edwards

Posted: May 27, 2026. This article was originally shared in our Spring 2026 Newsletter

 

Afibrinogenemia is a big word that most people can’t pronounce–sometimes even medical providers. To me, I’ve become somewhat of a professional at saying it, as it’s the name of my rare bleeding disorder. Growing up, some of my friends learned how to say it by phonetically turning it into a little song, using high and low notes to help them remember it faster: “A-fye-brin-oh-juh-nee- mee-uh!”

I was diagnosed when I was just one day old. With my bleeding disorder, my body does not produce fibrinogen, a critical part of the clotting cascade that helps form blood clots. When the heel sticks performed at birth would not stop bleeding, I was rushed to the nearest larger hospital to determine what was wrong. It was there that my parents learned I had an extremely rare bleeding disorder, one the diagnosing hematologist had never seen in a patient before. Fortunately for my parents, and for me, that hematologist truly was a lifesaver, as so many others have been throughout my life as well. The delivering doctor had initially told my parents that I wouldn’t survive long, stating that you can’t live without fibrinogen. Obviously, he was wrong.

I receive an IV infusion of a fibrinogen concentrate that takes roughly an hour to infuse, and with not the best veins, and previously poor port experiences, infusion days are not always the most exciting, but doing a prophylactic dose of my clotting factor has helped a lot with preventing internal bleeding. I was able to live a relatively active childhood, as my parents and my hematologist worked closely together to keep me safe. There were a few accidents, falling out of a tree (whoops!), colliding with someone on the volleyball court (whoops again!), but I was still able to play sports like softball, tennis, and volleyball. I even played on the Junior Olympic Volleyball team.

Over the years, I’ve faced more serious complications, including an internal bleed that lasted four and a half months. Most recently, I’ve learned that with my bleeding disorder, there is also a risk of excessive clotting. Who would have thought! This has been a newer and challenging reality to navigate, as my entire jugular vein has clotted off, along with cerebral venous sinus thrombosis and multiple deep vein thromboses and pulmonary embolisms. I am now on a daily blood thinner to help prevent clots, and I’m sure you’re reading this thinking, “What?!” “How can she be on a blood thinner when she has a bleeding disorder?!” It’s been a tricky balance. Where this aspect of my bleeding disorder is relatively new to me, I’m constantly learning and advocating for myself in ways I hadn’t previously needed to.

For most of my life, I didn’t talk openly about the challenges my bleeding disorder brought. I was embarrassed and didn’t know how to say, “I don’t feel okay about this.” When I did speak up or express that something was wrong, I was often not believed by peers or doctors that didn’t know much about my bleeding disorder, or sometimes even being accused of faking injuries for attention. Being told I was faking pain, for attention, is wild, considering all I’ve ever wanted is to not be in pain. Those comments were incredibly frustrating and caused me to close myself off growing up, and honestly, I still hear them sometimes today.

I’ve since learned how important it is to speak up when something doesn’t feel right. It’s okay to not always feel okay, even when you’re used to being strong and pushing through. Sometimes, giving your body a break after it’s been through a lot is exactly what’s needed. Taking an extra day on the couch to binge watch a TV show can be the best form of self-care.

Living with a bleeding disorder presents challenges that others may not always understand, especially those who don’t live with one themselves. Self-advocacy is critical, standing up for yourself when something feels off, educating an ER doctor who may have never heard of your disorder, or taking a mental health day from work. All of it is okay. At the end of the day, you have to do what’s best for your health.

Having a support system, someone to turn to when it all feels overwhelming, has been essential in protecting my mental health. Does it still get hard? Yes. Do I still feel anxious? Yes, but I now know how to express that in ways I didn’t previously. Finding the Hemophilia Alliance of Maine (HAM) and now the New England Hemophilia Association (NEHA) has also allowed me to meet so many incredible people and receive an overwhelming amount of support. I’m deeply grateful for this organization, and their dedication to all bleeding disorders. Through NEHA, I’ve attended Washington Days and spoken on panel in front of three hundred people at FallFest–things I never would have imagined feeling comfortable doing growing up.

Sometimes finding the light at the end of the tunnel is hard, but it is there. There are people out there who care and want to support you. Remaining optimistic through such challenging experiences isn’t always easy, but a positive outlook can truly make all the difference.

Bridget and her husband, Jonathan, live in Brewer, Maine. Bridget has Afibrinogenemia.

 

Photo: Bridget (center) and her at the Unite for Bleeding Disorders Walk.